I don't know how I can be so equally heartbroken and filled with love. Heartbroken because I have to leave people and places I love behind wherever I live. Heartbroken because I have to wake up from the dream I've been living the last couple of months. Stoked because, honestly, I've never been this happy in my life. So content and grateful every single day. Moving back to Australia next year is perhaps the most selfish thing I've done in my life. I wish I could bring all my family and friends from Sweden to Oz. I want you guys to feel and be as happy as I am here. I love you all fiercely and unconditionally, and no amount of miles can change that.  

Whatever happens will happen, but...

I know things will change. I will change. People around me will change. But change is good. We need it to grow. I need it to grow. Being human is the scariest thing I ever had to do, but I'll be damned if I don't give it my all. I have been lucky enough to be treated with incredible generosity, kindness and love here, and it has taught me a lot about myself and the kind of person I want to be. I just hope I can give it all back and share it with other people this day, and every day.

 

peace